Friday, September 29, 2006
My graduation
Finally, I am having my high school graduation.
I have finally graduated.
I feel...Happy, Sad, Love, ....I don't know.
I feel happy, because I have finally finish my High School year, and going into my University life.
I feel sad, because I will be missing this School, Sydney Secondary College Blackwattle Bay Campus (yea yea, I know it is a long name--> short form--> SSCBBC), and all my lovely fellow students, which some I love and like them so much!
I feel love, ...I don't know why I feel love...maybe is the fact that I love my friends so much, Not I am being loved.
Talking about mixed emotion. I am feeling it right now.
I wonder why am I feeling so mixed up. Is it the fact that I cannot identify my feelings? Is it because I am so touched and sad? I don't know. You can be the judge.
Graduation night. It started out in a chaos, where dozens (not literally..of course there are more than a dozen.) of people packing into the school tiny assembly hall. But, it turns out alright.
Starts with National Anthem, as usually. And as usually We Clap and cheer for the National Anthem, even though we are all (including visitors) adviced not to clap.
Then, it is the first award. Attendence award. It might sound funny to all my fellow Malaysian, people in Australia Do Not Go To School As Often. They Truant, Unexplained Absent, and Explain Absent (mostly explained by the note that they have written on the bus with false and fake signature). Not like Malaysia, everyone has 100% attendence. Well, anyhow, I got the attendence award with 9 other fellow student. YEs That's right, Only 10 students go to school everyday. I think it is something that I am proud of, BUT not for others, they think going to school everyday is not Cool. BUT DUDES, GET IT RIGHT MATES, NOT GOING TO SCHOOL IS UNCOOL! (even though I am going to be jumped (Jump=Beaten) for saying this statement, But PEOPLE it is a fact)
Then, it follows by all the number ones in subjects (Which I narrowly got it-->Ghey Charles), and then the Blackwattle Bay Award--> Vivian Tu (Shes Ghey tooo...got five number ones). Then We get our own Special Portfolio. It takes a long time until My name "Yihong Lai" is called, and as usually, people cheer for me. xD
But the most amazing thing is that when I went out of the Hall, I saw people hugging, and I immediately changed into Hugging all random students that I know mode. And guess what, Ms Saunders HUgged me!! xD ( jealous? her physics students? haha)
well, we took Photos, and we took MOre photos. and then we start feeling sad, knowing that from tomorrow onwards, we will not see each other again. Until HSC, and Formal. After that, we will not see each other again. Someday I might see YOU on the street, and I WILL give YOU guys random HUgs (IF I know you well enough) because I think I will be missing you guys a lot.
Graduation. What does it mean? It means a lot of things. But most of all, it indicates a new journey, a new pathways that we will be taking. Different pathway will also be taken, But guess what people, we can still communicate these days Via MSN.
The end of the High School life, indicates the Beginning of the University Life. I wonder is there any difference between those two? Apart from the Uniform that we don't need to wear in University. We are still required to study hard, take examination, get grades, and graduate Again. They are the same. Just that this University life, teachers are not that close to students, because there are a HUge NUmber of students in a lecture theatre, and it is impossible to know everyone's name.
My High School Life in SSCBBC has ended yesterday. Three more weeks, we will be taking our HSC, a test that indicates how successful we are in High School, and a test that indicate the end of High School. Maybe we will still be in contact some day, But I bet you will always Remember my name. YIHONG LAI. My special name, so special and different that people will remember MY name.
To show how much I missed school. I went to school today.
To play handball.
To have a last look at the Sydney Secondary College Blackwattle Bay Campus.
To remind myself, This is the best High School in Australia I have ever Attended in My whole entire 18 years of life.
To let myself reminisce the precious beautiful memories I have had in this school with all my dearest friends.
To let myself remember All the Great teacher that have teached me in these years, that let me know that They are only HUMAN.
To let myself Have my own story. A beautiful story of my high School life. the life where crushes and loves never ends. the life where I Feel Free and young.
To remind myself one day when I look back at the photos we have all take that makes me think back the past, and laugh about it Not regret about it. BEcause life in HIgh school are Great!
To remind myself about all the dumb and stupid and naive and illogic and unthinkable and disgusting and sexy and funny and extraordinary and beautiful things that I have done and contributed into my memories.
This is my High School life. ANd Yesterday was officially my last day of having a HIgh School life.
As I always said. Life goes ON. I think I should be going on with life.
Be in the present. Not the Future. Not the Past. Present.
My life will be better and great by being in the present.
Happy Graduation Everyone.
Good Luck in Your HSC.
Good Luck With your future life.
Be happy.
GOOD LUCK, ALL THE BEST!
Note: SUShi's brother is sooo cute! xD Her younger sister looks like her OLDER sister! xD (You look YOung-->a compliment xD)
Posted by Ye3Hong at 11:48:00 pm
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