Thursday, December 21, 2006

Results

What is scarier than the fear of Facing the Results, which we will be needed for the admission of our next step in life. the Uni Life.

WHy do we fear it that much? Is it one of the fears in life that we fear a lot.
Is it the fact that we have been studying for the past 2 years for this result?
Is it the fact that we fear that we will not do good?
Fear.
But one thing I will not let it conquer my life, the one and only thing that I will NOT let it take over my life. Is FEAR.

My life is full of happiness, and whatever the result turns out to be, I will be glad of it.

It is early in the morning. Due to the fact that I will be working as a Santas Lil helper in Eastgardens, I have to wake up early.
Just like every other normal Tuesday, I wake up early, but with more excitement than I should be having in my life. It sound as though I am having the MOsT important thing in my life.
This results will affect my life.
My life.
OF cause, I will be having a lot of alternative if I didn't get into University.
BUT, as an Asian Child of My parents, going to Tafe or COllege is not my option.
It is not what my parents want me to do.
AND it is not what I want to do.

yes, it is early in the morning, and I am incredibly Nervous and Excited.
The fact that I am nervous is that result I will get.
The first thing I did when I wake Up, I check My result.

When the page where it requires us to enter our School Number and password. I am afraid and Pump.
Every single second the Loading bar is loading, EVery SIngle Second, I am so nervous and interested about it, I almost FAINT.
I am not joking.
Imagine My brother see me Faint in front of the computer. IT will be Unbelievably Embarassing.
BUt I didn't faint.

WHen the page loaded, which it takes about 10 second.
My results appear. A smile APpear on my face.

My results is better than I am expected.

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THe Next day, I cannot believe my Name is ON the paper.
I have two band 6s.
GoooooooD

AT 9 o'clock SHARp. I go to UAC site.
I am excited this time.
The fact that I know I have two Band 6s. I am happy.
ANd I am of course excited about my UAI.
THe rankin that will determine my FUture.

MY UAI.
94.45
I can clearly see the Big "O" on my face.
The fact that a mirror is in front of my COmputer. I clearly memorise the moment my Face having the "O".
I was stunned.
I was Not just stunned. I was Amazed.
Amaze that it is such a good UAI.
I never expect myself to get over 90.
NOW. I got 94.45.
what I do?
I Just tell myself that I have qualified for one of the Scholarship.
I am qualified.
and there is always a chance for me to get it, and also to get into that course.

94.45.
The "O" structure on my face lasted until I start go out to Gym.
ANd yes. I have a break that day.
I work as Santa's Lil helper.
I am not helping the Santa. BUt I am Helping people to take their Christmas Picture.
I like this job.
The fact that I am encountering with kids, I feel Younger.
Kids makes Us Younger. and guess what?
IT does.
ANd they are also CUte.
NO one will believe that I Like kids
Is it because of the way I act in school?
Maybe

BUt LIfe goes on.
I am glad to have the result.
It is GOod. I am HAppy.

Congratulations to Everyone who get their results and Have an "O" structure On their face.
BElieve me. YOu are smarter than you thought.

COngrats to Jeff who get 99.6
and Lily who get first in Japanese Beginners

Some may feel that their UAI is not enough.
But it is fate that let u get that UAI. get it. and cheerish it.
UAI is not everything.
ENjoy Life. because Life goes on.
=D

Posted by Ye3Hong at 8:09:00 pm

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